Friday, July 6, 2007
News mix-bag
I do not like-omg-luv Adam.I have, but not anymore. Now I'm focusing myself on more things. I have things I need to do that require more just friends things. Yes, I'm still a girl and will continue to think "hey he's cute" or "ooh, hot indie kid!" But honestly, if nobody comes up to me and decides they want to be mine and would be fine with my lack of time and money and other stuff, and be patient enough for my sexy tech/politics/do-gooder blogging future, then I'm not thinking about guys. I have (just) friends i want to help. I know more about people than they think, (cough*like how adam [probably, don't quote me]worries constantly, and thinks about his weight alot more than he lets on*cough and chelsea's got low self-esteem as well as several other friends of mine*cough) and my new outlook on life grants me the "Little-ray-of-sunshine" permanant award, meaning I get to cheer everyone up when they're feeling low.
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Jeffrey's entire collection was awesome. I want all those dresses. XD I really liked Laura's too. Michael's was okay-ish, but I was really expecting more from him because he's...Michael! And I knew Uli's stuff would all be the same like it always is. :/ And I wish I could go to Oklahoma just to visit Kayne's boutique. I'd love to meet him and wear one of his dresses to prom!
Vh1's best week ever said that Michael could do no wrong. The very next day they blogged about Project Runway three times, each one about Olympus Fahion Week. I wish it was the fall fashion week like the last seasons, that'd make a big difference.I want Kayne to go to the prom. Not with me, with my more gay friend, but his dress'd be great. Bloggers said that his cocktail dress was like a ham all tied-up in the back. I WANT TO BE A KAYNE HAM.
Sorry, I didn't see the real- life friends thing until just now.Yeah, I find that I have gotten over him. I still think he is cute and all that stuff, but I'm not all like omg Im gonna call him every day like I did when I first met him. If he ever went for me, thats fiiiine with me, but I'm good for now. Him and I are tight right now, especially since he got hermit crabs. If you read my latest post, you would find that I have someone going after me for the first time, but it is really kind of weird... its not like he's stalking me, just that he wants to be around me. but he is really a nice guy......... idk but its weird having the guy drama already.....sorry for the rambling. :)
oh yeah, and which chelsea? d? thats funny, she doesn't seem too low self esteem.... besides the pms-ing like, every other week.......
I did get over him. But as Sondre Lerche says, it's the curse of being in love. It won't get better, but you can do what you can to stop it from getting worse. What that's supposed to mean is that loving someone takes something from you. You can't get it back, and you still have the memory of being in love, but you can repair it and stop yourself from falling in love with them. If he decided, "Hey, why did I deny her this whole time? I love her!" then sure, if he wants to put in the effort, I won't mind. But I'm glad you found someone who likes you. I have... nobody I *know* of. That doesn't mean much.Adam and I are tight. In etiquette rules, (which I know extensively) we'd be considered a couple. Which is freaky. I was walking with him and his classmate once, and it really put things in perspective. We could tease about things, and laugh about things that she seemed really left out about.The classmate-girl was saying something about an assignment, and was shocked to learn he'd made the story up."Well yes, he made up most of his stories last year! Except the ones where he wasn't invited to a birthday or something.""AGH that was Nick's birthday in the third(?) grade, and he said we weren't friends then... stupid son-of-a-bitch, I'm gonna kill him. Now that I have my leather jacket back!""Glad to get your leather jacket back, I take it?""YES *kisses jacket* and now that I'm a hot blond *hair shake* I can do ANYTHING!""Right. *laugh* Well, you go to that assembly. Bye then."The classmate-girl was kind of uncomfortable.
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