Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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School is sad.Amanda, I'm sorry. I still want to be your friend. I don't know what it was that I said, did, thought, or what you thought I said, did, or thought.Also, I've been more and more of a crazy hip indie. I'm proud. I'd like to be. I've been listening to Neutral Milk Hotel, Mogwai, Snow Patrol, Architecture in Helinski, and Franz Ferdinand. more later
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I don't know, but I feel kind of uncomfortable around you and I don't know if I can trust you anymore.
so, why?
what do you mean why?
What happened that made it so you couldn't trust me?
changing words around, telling things to your sister, not telling things to me that I should know about right away....
1. you mean the "just friends" thing? not my fault.2. she just found out, and i'm not talking to Jesse right now anyway.3. what else?
well that obviously says that you tld Jesse.
No, I'm not talking to Jesse until he's sober.I'm sorry about anything that happened, thing just happen to me, and you happened to be in the middle of them.
I'm still not comfortable withbeing around you. seeing as you post things that MAKE me uncomfortable just makes it worse.
and how else would your sister find out?seriously, she doesn't know like, any of my friends.
Fine. I understand.If you don't want to be friends, you can stop talking to me, you can remove me from your friends list, you can do what ever you feel is right.I'll miss you, but I guess we just aren't good friend material.
I'm sorry but I just cant......
So you don't want to be friends?If it is so, just tell me anything you kept hidden. I don't want anything held on between us. I'd like a bit of closure.
look, i dont want totake you off my friends list. id like to know what is goingon in your lifeand if I can helpwith famliy type-ish problems. Ijust don't want to have to share everything, like my private things, with you. It just seems like we weren't meant to be goods friends. we can still talk once in a while a guess and I'l be friendly and stuff, but Idont' want to be the kind of call everyday, share innermost secrets kind of friend.Im sorry. I still want to kind of keep in touch, you know? but kind of like an aquaintance sort of thing. I still like your personalityand such, but I just cant trust you. I still want to be friendly though. I hope you understand.
Right. I'll assume the "uncomfortable" was my dreams of being like Xeni in terms of sexiness and smartness, supporting SuicideGirls, the pin-up site, and other "mesooosexy" posts and dreams.And my fanboys. those are creepy.
all right. so you understand?I have to go now so I guessIll talk to you tomorrow. and I am really sorry about all this.
and its not those dream posts or anything, its mostly because if you knew that conversation was not true, I don't see why you should have posted that. it made me kind of upset.
i was talking to him about it, and he denies it, saying sarah switched words around.but my brother brought it up, and he says he was on the computer at the time, read the im, and it was true. either everyone's dreaming it happened, or something i won't get into.
said what was true? that he said "the girls rule" or whatever? hmm.. he said he never said that on the comments.....
by brother sais that he read the whole thing, and that all of it was true, but whose word should I take? Adam's or my family's? Sarah says it, Adam says it, and they told my mom. I don't see why they'd all lie.
Tahts really weird.... I just think we should let it all go, you know? lets not get anything started again.......
god yes that'd be great.
that is still really weird though. it doesn't sound like anything he would say.
that is still really weird though. it doesn't sound like anything he would say.
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